I didn’t last night. And now I’m a bit sad. But not as sad as I was this morning.
You see, there was a woman last night who requested prayer for things work out for them in the adoption world. She didn’t disclose much information, I was tired and didn’t exactly know what to say to God. I didn’t pray. I LOVE praying. This morning I find out exactly what I didn’t want to hear.
Victoria has lost her family. It was her future mom requesting prayer. They are unable to complete 3 SN adoptions right now and Max is incredibly close to the Mom’s heart. A painful decision for them to make. I keep wanting to tell myself it’s because we are supposed to be Victoria’s family…one thing I know for sure. God has a plan for this little girl and I can’t wait to see it play out!
I had reached a point where I felt I was bothering God with the “small stuff”. We all know there is no “small” with God. He WANTS us to fully rely on Him for everything!!! I chose a different path last night, and I’m sorry. God knows my heart, knows I”m sorry, and I will not dwell on it. BUt I did want to share. I also know that God doesn’t have a “quota” for prayer and he has a plan for her, his Word says so!!
For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end. (Jeremiah 29:11 kjv)